20 september 2009,

a promise,
an oath,,
that i made 3 months before the last time i see your face..
at that room, that night, the two of us, together..

i really want to fulfill that promise..

and it turns out to be an ied fitri where i was smiling.., while crying in my heart..
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i know..

Everything that begins will end someday..
Greetings will result in partings anyday..

if relationships continued forever,
i wonder how happy we all would be..
that is how those who wish for it feel..

those feelings come together and create a memories..

those memories of you that makes me smiling..
those memories of you that makes me crying..
those memories that i hold truly dear..

i believe,
it will connect our feelings, even if we’re separated..
the memories of our wish..

as long as i’m here, alive, i feel that you are with me..
as long as i’m here, alive, i feel that those who are important to me are with me..
even there’s no chance that we’ll meet again in this life, i feel like we’re connected..


i love you..
as much as i always do..